钢琴

i miss my keyboard very much!!!!!

argh~

regret didn't bring it along~

i can just play on my table with no sound!!!

carefree~

final test is coming soon~

and

I . AM . NOT. PREPARED . AT . ALL

that's bad!!!

 haven't start my revision since last test~

the worst was i am not worry about it !!

these days i just kept online and sit infront of the lappy without any book

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yesterday was the utar's war for stream S,P and Z,

 it was the registration day of our 2nd sem time table~

everyone was thirst for their own time table

imagine it~hundreds of people login at the same time!!

kinda scary

it was more excited than sit on roller coaster 

u will know it when u try it~

 the normal look when login to the page

see~this is what when the registration hours start~30 seconds timer~

during registration hours:

although it reach 00 second but the page still cant skip !!!!

okay~that's about Utar's wars

luckily i get my time table~

actually not that uniform 

can be said to 'not equlibrium'
but i still statisfy with it~

there's a lot free time on wednesday~

thinking of what to do during that time~

forcing myself to revise biology?

or gonna drive back to hostel to do some household 

and take a short nap(this is important!!)?

ahah~

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going back hometown this thursday~

 hav to skip 2 lectures and 2 tutorials

i dun think that i will hav time for study

anyway~try my best to manage my time well

hope that i wont dissapointed myself

okay~ it's time for another utar's war for art stream students~

well~gonna stop here~

stay tune~

independency

又上了堂“人生课”~

“靠人，靠地，还不如靠自己”

一个人活着，就是要靠自己

靠自己不断的认识自己，

靠自己不断的学会控制自己的心理

学会积极的适应现实的残酷。

一个人的人生路程

要靠自己来完成，没人能代替你完成。

不要去依赖任何人

每个人都有独立的头脑

生活中的矛盾，

在怎么复杂的人际关系

都需要自己独立面对~

不要妄想别人会助你一臂之力

学会依赖自己吧~

毕竟自己是不可能伤害自己的

唯有自立自强，才能赢得尊严和权力，一个国家是如此，一个民族是如此，一个人也是如此！ 
任何时候都要把命运抓在自己手里，中国有句老话：“自己动手，丰衣足食。” 

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小蜗牛问妈妈：为什么我们从生下来，就要背负这个又硬又重的壳呢？
妈妈：因为我们的身体没有骨骼的支撑，只能爬，又爬不快。所以要这个壳的保护！
小蜗牛：毛虫姊姊没有骨头，也爬不快，为什么她却不用背这个又硬又重的壳呢？
妈妈：因为毛虫姊姊能变成蝴蝶，天空会保护她啊。
小蜗牛：可是蚯蚓弟弟也没骨头爬不快，也不会变成蝴蝶他什么不背这个又硬又重的壳呢？
妈妈：因为蚯蚓弟弟会钻土, 大地会保护他啊。
小蜗牛哭了起来：我们好可怜，天空不保护，大地也不保护。 
蜗牛妈妈安慰他：所以我们有壳啊！我们不靠天，也不靠地，我们靠自己。

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一起加油吧

虽然知道你一点都不快乐

但我无能为力

现在换我来给你支持和力量

 相信你能很快适应的

你所拥有的光芒一定会再次散发出来

因为你是属于那里的~

真假？

那一面才是你最真实的？

我真的分不清楚~

你告诉过我朋友很重要

即使你再怎么不喜欢或讨厌

你还是要学会把敌人变成朋友

那你把我看成你真真的朋友

还是只是表面的朋友心里的敌人？

真的不敢相信我们那么多年的友谊

竟比不过一个刚认识的朋友~

我的脾气只有你谅解，

但却为什么要背着我做那么可怕的事情

我能睁一只眼闭一只眼吗？

我能当作没看见吗？

我不知道~

我宁愿你告诉我

也不要你在我背后指指点点~

不过这种事应该不会发生

因为你不可能会让争执发生在我们之间

不想破坏我对你的信任

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或许相信你一开始就是个错误

你曾经也告诉过我

什么事情都是自己来最好

因为即使是再好朋友也会背叛你的

你这话时在暗示我吗？

我真傻~

我真的不知道以后要怎么样

当作没事地在你面前做你的朋友

和你说话~

是你叫我怎么打开心房去安心的交朋友

也是你让我再次锁上它的~

现在的我

每时每刻都在小心翼翼的走着每一步

害怕我会再走错~

It had never crossed my mind that I could be blinded by a friendship, but now I know I can.

I just feel like im better off Alone , No Friends even Family .these people cause me more pain than strangers ; why cant people mind their own business & keep me out of their irrelevant , rude conversation ? 

It's not about who is real to your face, it's about who stays real behind your back

命运（下一站，幸福）

最近重温《下一站幸福》

发现了不同的感觉

那时只是一昧的在追看而已

现在看了有些不同感触

很为慕橙感到愤怒

她为了救自己最爱的人却成了他眼中的坏人

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人的一生，就像公車，

一路走走停停不知道哪一天能到達幸福的終點站？
在走錯了許多路，在錯過了許多次，

只要不放棄朝著目標前進，

總有一天會抵達。

人無法決定命運，但能夠決定如何面對命運。 

當命運掌握在自己手裡的時候，

到底什麼樣的選擇，

才可以得到真正的幸福呢？

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或许一早就不该决定

这决定

给你们带来了方便，却给自己找来了麻烦

真的很痛苦~

有些结不打开是好的，

但是有时候越不想打开误会只会越深

 这种感觉你该习惯了不是吗？

坏人每次都是你做，有哪一次你是好人的？

闭上眼睛

把该忘的都忘了吧~

  

相吸？ 排斥？ attract or repel?

magnet got 2 poles

north pole and south pole

then how many 'pole' does human have?

is there still only 2 poles same as magnet?

it is an unknown

everyone has it own opinion

when 2 magnet with same pole are bring together,it will repel each other

how about when 2 people with same characteritic

is that they will repel each other too?

or they will result in opposite with the magnet,which they will attract each other?

this answer will never be known

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 small test in my first sem of foundation was over,

the final test is still waiting for me the week after raya!!!

i hope that i will prepare well for my final test

this is my last chance to get the good result!!!

biology, chemistry,physic and maths

i want to conquer all those subjects!!!!

hope that i will get a 'scary' mark to scare somebody!!!XD

i am going to set my aim higher and higher!!

ready for fighthing,

fight for the best ,fight for the sake of my own future

since i had chose my choice,

i must be well-prepared to fight for those obstacle that might block my way to the 'heaven'

i will make my life full with colourfull with no regret  =P

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'IMY' sincerely,

hope that you are still in the pink

shock

what is going on???

everythings are in shock!!!!

seriously,my heart doesn't have that strength to support

恐惧

不知道自己到底在害怕什么，

就是心跳加速

面临即将到来的种种考验

已有心理准备

却一点行动都没有

我特别不喜欢黑夜

因为黑夜的降临意味着一天24小时即将结束

回头想想

在这24小时里，我做了什么？

想了想

自己好像根本就没再珍惜时间

设了目标又怎样？

没有行动只有心想

这根本就不能达到

虽然知道错

但就是知错不改！！！

还得寸进尺

我到底在追求什么？

疯

我不疯，只是有点癫

我说话不冷，只是有点废

我不大胆，只是有点胆小

我不怕你，只是迁就你

我不是不反抗，只是不想吵架

我不说话，不是我哑巴，而是我不知道要怎么说

different

everyone has it own characteristic

either loving ,kind ,violence or even hotspur

yet,it still got the small similarity between it .

but how to comunicate well with the people 

which has a large different characteristic

or even with the people you hate the most?

i m sure i m weak in this kind of things

even i knew it's important in mine uni life

but how?

i really duno how to handle it?

it seem so difficult for me to be close with my 'enemies'!!! 

i admired those who got '2 snake head'

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the 2nd bio and math test result came out

seriously,i m not statisfied with my result

although i passed it, it still many improvement space for me

 feel upset when i got my result

but i m trying to hide my emotion

i promised myself not to be too emo recently

its not good for me to show 'my stuipid black face' to my coursemate

i dun wanna scared them

i hope there's a brand new life here with my new friends here

i m trying my best to cover all my bad habit 

and trying to be more friendly to others

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  when are you going to contact me ?

i am waiting for you

you knew it

i don't like the feeling of waiting!!!!!

it is killing me

wishes you stay health and happy there.