渐渐懂了

渐渐懂了，
自己的時間需要自己給予，
自己的世界需要自己创造；

渐渐懂了，
自己在乎的別人未必在乎，
自己看到的，未必是他人眼中的风景。

< The Wedding Dress> after reading...

yeah...the weekend,
people are struggling with their lecture notes for the mid-term test next monday
while i was sitting idly in my room with a hand holding a novel
named "The Wedding Dress" by Madeleine Wickham
which i brought it using my book voucher

this was my 3rd english novel i read!
and i love the writer writing's style
it was so plain, and i can understand almost every words
not like the "percy jackson" series....
i barely know what the story was about, but for the detailed was quite blur as i don't really understand very well
it means my english suck!

okay...overall,
the first thing  that came across my brain after reading this novel is poor Milley( the main character), she did such a stupid decision at eighteen! and causes she can't be marry with the guy she love!
and it's a complicated love story!
i was so confused at the very first moment i read it, the characters are all in mess relation but sooner it getting clearer and more excited!
i was urge to know the ending part....so i skipped to the last chapter!hahaha...
but then i did catched up everything of course
i don't know how to write the comment of this book
just for me, the lesson of this book is:
never ever try to make a decision following your mood especially at the very energized, and young age like me!!
do think the consequences first before u say "yes"~

finished it in a very quick skimming, jumping all the adjective
because i know i shouldn't waste my time on this thingy
so i just hope to get back my reading hobby by forcing me to read some reading material instead of computer!
then i hope i can slowly turn back to the old me!
the reading hobby has been fading since i started my foundation!
i quit reading after all, and then i become lazier
lastly, what happened in last sem!
it was totally my worst day i have ever been!
so i planned to be more self-controlled!
time-management!

so, this is my first kick!
i hope i can continue to read but not the novel...it's lecture notes!
Conquer the sleeping mood whenever it overwhelmed me!
exercise more to made my brain clear!
and of course, stay away from electronics--> mobile phone, lappy.
this is my target!

i want a healthier lifestyle!

okay, time for report!
good night!

an email made my day!

this is the first time ever
applying the job by myself!
and i received an approval letter from the company 4 hours later!
wuhoo! the feeling is so nice!
you will feel it when you go through all the process!
ya! it made my day!

the luck is by my side!
some people apply so much companies
but seem like everyone still not yet received any response from the company!
 i was acknowledged 4 hours after i emailed my resume!

Dear Ms Lai ,

We are pleased to inform you that your application for the above has been approved.  You will be given an allowance of RM15 per day. 

Kindly report to us on 01 Oct 13 at 9.00am and please remember to bring your own lab coat for the training.

Best Rgds,
Christina Khor

invisible tension

惨了， 才星期二，就觉得week 2 快要结束了...
今天上了2堂practical class: microbiology + clinical biochemistry
老实说，我恨死microbiology!
好多bacteria 的名字都不好背！再加上几乎一模一样的~
第一堂课罢了，我就酱讨厌了...
啊，不可以啊！ 我要'爱' 上你！！

不知不觉，压力来了，
是隐形的，看不到！
最近整个人就是感觉怪怪的， 开始拖拖拉拉在浪费时间，就是不温习！
嘴馋的不得了！拼命煲戏！

啊！！！！
好多东西烦啊！
internship, MUET, reports,....还有一大堆想参加的活动，只怕自己没时间！
time management! i need you!

再给自己几天吧！
我会整理好心情！重新冲刺！

=))))

I'm Back

i'm back...finally ^^

ya....u can see how busy am i

it was 13th April since my last post
of course with some laziness!

today is 2nd of Jun, it is the last day of week 1 of my year 2 semester 1
honestly, my last sem (y1s3) was my most happiest moment and my worst sem also.
got to participate in most activities that i wished and my wish list is almost fully "ticked"
but there is always a sacrifice which my result of the sem is the worst of the worst!
although i did not failed any subject, i did not manage to get the result i wanted


here's how i spent my sembreak!

i went to ESCAPE during the sem break too!
yup, as what i said , i had a colorful UNI life now,no more DULL in my life i swear!
i wanted to feel YOUNG!
this is how i feel young!


i participated an event so called RCM (Registration, Campus Tour & Mass Call)
it's a event which is not belongs to any society in UTAR but belong to UTAR it own!
it's fun to be a big family there...i get to know more friends from various faculty
and most importantly i earn a chance to myself to learn a lot of things which can't acquire in class!
manys said, why u want to sacrifice your SHORT sem break( 2 weeks  only)...but i can said that i worth more the the sem break!
instead of staying at home, "chasing" for dramas/ movies, this kind of event let you get to know more about yourself and improving yourself too!

this is exactly what i want and what i meant:
                  scores with flying results without any communication skill is equal to nothing!

i do not wish to get very good result, i wish to be sociable!
but of course the result can't be so worst like last sem!
To be true, i felt a bit of disappointment when i got the result!
However, i got to join that much of activities which already make my life more colourful
it's not dull anymore! i can say that, this is what a UNI life should be!
although it's a bit late to have such UNI life but just enjoy and appreciate what i had now...
i still left 5 more semester to go and 1 more short sem for internship
if without any "accident", then i will be graduate in 2015
i not dare to and don't want to think about what will happen after i graduated!
so for this semester, i hope i can handle both activities and my result well!

#1st activity i joined in my year 2 degree life!
#week 1
#Journey to Intimacy.
#UTAR H108
# make more friends!

Let's fully utilize my university life with passion!