semester break (1)

finally here it's come : updated my blog
i was too lazy to blog when i'm in holiday~
this semester break was exactly what i wished!!
i went through an awesome holiday~

here the story goes.....
right after i back from Kampar after my final exam (14th Dec)
i went to XJ's camp for 2D1N
i had been forgotten in XJ...since i did not go back for such a long time
i was quite dumbfounded when some people still remember me (this is why it's our 2nd home)
i found the enthusiastic at there...being surround with the young ones....i feel myself young too..
seem like i admitted i am OLD...
but the fact is  YES...
i cant even dance for a long period...i got tired after few dances only....I AM OLD!!!
anyway...it a new start for me to make friends with the newbies...
i will work hard for it....

the 27th PINK's group

the seniors!!!

then i stayed back at my friend's house in Penang
we had our reunion gathering for 23th after XJ's camp
went for midnight movie-Life of Pi
and it's midnight...of course i SLEPT....for awhile only lah XD
still clear and fully understood the movie!!
then the next morning we had our brunch?!

roti boy as APPETIZER ?!
actually we are heading to lunch...but we are just too hungry 

we had our lunch at 东方风味火锅

大合照
after n times of trying to self capturing
we gave up at last and called for waiter to help us capture this

right after lunch!! we had our MCD's ice cream~this called DESSERT!!!

know what??? we are all ran out of money actually...the most rich guy among us also have only RM8!!!
but still we want for the ice cream...sigh...what a poor gang =(

due to lack of time =(
we went back after the lunch.....by ferry...
after we reached JAWI we are not heading home...
we had our dinner first...LOL

okay.....this is just the part of my holiday~

i had at least 2 weeks of rest at home...

craving for movies... days and nights....

and now here start my another HOLIDAY

tomorrow....opps shld be TODAY morning....early in the morning

4am i am going to Genting (again...i went there twice for this year) and had my COUNTDOWN at KL 

actually we are going for relative's dinner...that's why i had the chance to go for KL

(which i wish to go there for vocation since 2010)

HOWEVER, i did a very bad decision.....

FACIAL WASH!!!!

i went for facial wash....

and now i have those UGLY RED BEAN all around my face......

seriously......it is so UGLY!!!!

urgh!!! hate myself so much

ok....that all....

stay tune for the upcoming post and photos...

i hope i am able to capture those photos...and i am hardworking enough for update

hahahaha.....

night...

play hard!!!

语录(4)

語言是一把利刃，

心卻是一張白紙。

輕輕的劃一刀，

白紙便會破碎，

即便是不經意的
白紙卻已有刮痕。

一句話說錯了，你並不故意
但對方是真的很受傷；

一句話說重了，你並不介意
但對方是真的很難過。

HPV

guys out there, please do love ur girls!!!
why always the girls will have to suffer??
the virus carrier is guys, and WE women have to suffer from the pain....
same case as pregnant and menstrual.....haiz...
i really don't understand why the 'circuit' is so unfair...=(
btw, just admit it bah...this is fate...
so GUYS out there, please do LOVE the GIRLS......
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anyway....
4 days more...and 9days more....
i wasted a FULL DAY just because of too sleepy after injection...
well, it's time to catch back the time table....
will be locking the lappy for 9 days....
wish me LUCK!!!!

1st Dec 2012

it's Dec!!
all over the worlds are talking about the doomsday....
and i am not bother about it
i booked a flight and reserved 2 hotels
i am going to Langkawi for 3D2N~

it's been long long ago i went for a vacation trip....
when i was in primary sch, of course my parents will bring us for trip...
but since we are getting OLDER, the ticket price also getting EXPENSIVE(from children to adult price!!)
then my parents will go by their own only, and left 3 of us at home =(
anyway, i think it's not wrong at all,
i called it -HONEYMOON for my parents after 20++yrs of marriage =)

back to topic, this is the first time i will sit airplane by my own....i mean without parents
btw, i am waiting for it, so exciting~

okay, this Langkawi Topic shld close case now...
as this Dec month is also my final examination month...
so from now on, i shld not think of LANGKAWI anymore....but i knew it is IMPOSSIBLE=(
so what i can do is just control myself, time management!!!
FYI, i did badly in my CS midterm.... so i hope this BAD NEWS can force me to study....

there's 1 more thing...
as always, when the finals getting nearer, i will do some things that are very "sampat",
went for AEON STATION 18 today....
and this was a first time went for shopping without any "TO BUY LIST"
our point is just PLAY HARD BEFORE STUDY HARD (got it??)
mean after today, we shld start our revision and strive hard for finals...it's just an excuse....haha...
so we just window shopping for whole day, but we ate for whole day ....
this is also the first time i ate a lot in 6 hours time....
since we hav nothing to do...so decided to watch movie-skyfall (it's been showing 1 month ago...haha)
not really love it although the action scene is nice...
coz i am blur with the storyline, why are they killing each others??
i think "Quantum of Solace" is better...but i prefer "mission impossible"....hahaha....

oh,that's a news about UTAR student got into an accident and she passed away =(

she was on the way back to Kampar form Ipoh

and today on the way to IPOH, i saw the car still at the Gopeng toll

it is a Merz car and the car really in a very bad state =(

i never thought it was UTARian...and she was only 18yrs old...

RIP.... 

here's the news:

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okay, tha's all for now....

i shld shut down the lappy,

and start my revision

as always, do give me LUCK

hope i can really score well this time

first time 《第一次》---youtube 有完整版！！！

又有一部电影 让我想分享了

《第一次》 

由两个我喜欢的演员主演

杨颖， 赵又廷！！

起初会想看，是因为有他们俩

结果看了后，才发现这部电影严重的好看（我没有夸张）

还特别感人。。（结局的部分我哭了！）

是一个催泪又感人的 励志爱情电影

我个人觉得有胜过《那些年》@@

超爱这部电影里的每一个场景

很优美，超浪漫，

而且还有一些些漫画，很可爱，

再加上男女主角，简直一级棒！

说真的， 我还会想要看第二遍~

电影里的歌也很好听

超好听，

我强力推荐！！

保证值得一看！！！

（好像在帮他打广告...=.=""）

（往下看吧， 我有附上youtube 完整版）--一定要看！！

不看，你会后悔的！！

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剧情：

从小与母亲郑青相依为命的宋诗乔（Angelababy 饰），

患有不能从事任何激烈运动的遗传疾病。爱幻想但从未曾恋爱过的她，每天最喜欢的就是对着录音机说出心底的小秘密。

郑青最大的愿望就是能让女儿体会爱情的美好，就在此时，诗乔巧遇了高中同学宫宁（赵又廷 饰），

两人迅速展开恋情，这也是诗乔第一次感受爱情的美好。而深深被诗乔吸引的宫宁，开始鼓励诗乔勇敢追寻她的跳舞梦。

但没想到的是，诗乔和宫宁故事的另一面才正要拉开序幕……

《第一次》中另一重要元素——音乐，均由周杰伦旗下杰威尔音乐有限公司制作。

赵又廷、Angelababy、江珊、Cindy袁咏琳、白百何纷纷开唱，

赵又廷更因演唱七首歌曲被大家称为“赵七首”，

包括主题曲《哭得像小孩》，

插曲《Stand By Me》、

《Me And You》、

《我们不是对手》、

《小毛驴》等。

Angelababy演唱由偶像周杰伦联手方文山打造的主题曲《都要微笑好吗》，

Cindy袁咏琳亲自演唱插曲《安排》。

而江珊和白百何则齐齐变身摇滚女青年，

分别献唱摇滚版《You Are My Sunshine》和摇滚经典名曲《真的爱你》。

完整版：

beginning

ok, now the journey start....
it is just a beginning~
hope i will survivie after this....

语录（三）

 

多微笑，做一个开朗热忱的女人；

多打扮，做一个美丽优雅的女人；

多倾听，做一个温柔善意的女人，

多看书，做一个淡定内涵的女人；

多思考，做一个聪慧冷静的女人。

记住为自己而进步，而不是为了满足谁，讨好谁。

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身体累了，病倒了，声音哑了,

你却不在身边
我撑得下去吗？

=(
老毛病又犯了
我不开心

这星期快快过， 心很乱，很烦

语录 (二）

不要在意別人在背後怎麼看你說你，

因為這些言語改變不了事實，卻可能攪亂你的心。

心如果亂了，一切就都亂了。

人貴在大氣，要學著對自己說：

如果這樣說能讓你們滿足，我願意接受。

並請相信，真正懂你的人，絕不會因為那些有的、沒有的而否定你。

理解你的人，不需要解釋；不理解你的人，不配你解釋。

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tired of everything,

can i just get out from all of this?

roar...

语录（一）

有一種微笑

是寧願笑著流淚也不願低頭；

有一種堅持

是即便累了傷了也執著等待；

有一種心酸

是拚命裝很快樂就算很心痛；

有一種惋惜

是回憶終究是回憶無法回去；

有一種哭泣

是笑得很開懷心卻撕裂的哭；

有一種幸福

是回首後才漸漸的發現..

當初如果好好珍惜會有多幸福。

10.11.12

in this special day,
i wrote a memorable pages in my uni life too~~~

attended a programme called :work ethic in workplaces organised by UTAR DSSC departement.
meet with new friend, get to know each other in a very short period
this is what i wished, finally i made it
this is what i missed after secondary school,
it seem like a bit late, i will still try best to let this things happen in my uni life!!

i met a year 3 BM senior,
which in between the programmes, she gave me a lot of advises and opinion about the internship
and also some course details which i am still in blur till now
i can see that she has a dream, which i don't =(

though this short sem, is all about RUSH, (not exactly the same with what i thought before)
but i still enjoy it
at least, i learn somethings, i had a 'tick' in my wishlists
i hope there will be more to be 'ticked'

wrong !!

sorry, i was too inconsiderate~
i felt so guilty after that
things will  be better if i stay silent
isn't it?
i hate RECKLESS in my life, but this is the thing that happened everytimes in my life

though, i was shocked that you control yourself so well~
impressed with what you can do
goona learn from you...
you are my role model now

人生没有永远的不顺利...所以别轻易向命运低头...

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IF U CARE, U WILL NOTICED IT

U KNOW WHAT I MEAN~

self remind

Everyone has different opinions, different point of view, different taste, 

you can never fulfill everyone so why not just be yourself, 

be who you are, do things you love, wear clothes you like.

Haters gonna hate so don't give a shit on what they say

 :) :) :)

原来，每个人都不是你看到的那样。
我们把自己紧紧包起来、锁起来，却说没有人懂自己的心。

曾几何时，我也羡慕别人的快乐，感受我的孤单；曾几何时，我也在乎别人的眼光，怕有达不到别人期望的那种失望；曾经何时，我也对自己说你已经怎么了，所以你只有做到比这个平台更高，你必须怎么样，不然很失败；曾几何时，我也想过要是有谁谁谁的身材，谁谁谁的性格，也许会不会更好。其实，原来我们都一样……

不记得从什么时候，我们开始把自己抱的紧紧的，紧紧的，害怕试图靠近的人靠近，是在我们进入成人世界的时候么？是在我们面对社会生存的时候么？是在我们遭受了朋友爱人同事欺骗陷害背叛之后么？我们就这样锁住了自己，戴上了面具。

后来的我们，越来越感受到孤单，这是个孤单的年纪。于是，开始慢慢的试探的将心打开，渴望有一个人走进来，说，我懂你的心。遗憾的是，当我们打开自己的时候，却看到了其他所有人紧紧包着自己，没有人愿意走进来了……
我有个朋友，是典型的花花公子，换女友的速度比换衣服快，为此还得到一个不雅的称号“强奸犯”，我曾问他，你到底最爱哪一个，他笑着说，哪个都爱。后来，有一次他喝多了，给我打电话说，我多么希望下一个遇到的就是我的老婆，一个我值得用生命去疼他的女人。原来，他心里还有爱，只是因为曾经被伤害，不是不想，是不敢……

我做活动时认识了一位摄影爱好者，自己经营着一家酒吧，每晚夜店呼朋唤友。但凡有什么事情，他都可以找到有关联的人，想方法解决。结果，有一天，他在网上留言说，我可不可以偶尔找你聊天。我说为什么？他说，因为我没有朋友。因为我没有朋友，这句话我盯着愣了好半天。

我有一位很有钱的同学，很有钱很有钱，他家有多少钱，不是我这个脑袋所能有的概念。小伙长的也不赖，所有的人都认为他身边美女如云，事实上，也的确如此。许久未见，有一次遇到，聊到感情，我说，你可以不用为找女朋友发愁，不用为现在这么高的房价发愁，不用为结婚用钱而发愁。他说，我也愁啊。我问你愁什么？他说，我愁她们是看上我的人还是看上我的钱，你不会了解这两个的区别有多大。

每一个认识我的人，都觉得我很坚强，其实只有我自己知道我脆弱到眼泪多的不值钱，看一本小说也要准备一条毛巾；每一个认识我的人都觉得我很严肃，其实，只有那些和我朝夕相处的室友才知道，我一点也不严肃，而且偶尔还很不正经；每一个人认识我的人都觉得我很独立，很胆大，很事业，其实，只有我知道，我是个极为恋家胸无大志的小女人，我遇到很小的选择都会犹豫，再大的机会摆在我面前，没有人鼓励我也会胆怯的偷偷放弃，每天在话筒前对着全市人民说话的我，却很害怕给陌生人打个电话。

每个人，原来都不是你看到的那样。其实，我们都一样。

source from : facebook 女人帮

what a day, sigh~~

the luck did not by my side today

everything just went wrong~

idk how to describe this feeling

it's just so SUCK

i really hate this feeling 

i know it's a big obstacle for me now

but i will, I WILL conquer it 

i swear~i will not be defeated so easily

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one day, 

i will let u all "drop ur spec"- 跌破眼镜!!

累

什么最累？
这一刻对我来说，
我觉得修改assignment 最累

一大堆错误 还有文法 甚至是in text citation
比老师还辛苦， 最多老师也只是打钩或打叉
而我还要去想如何更改句子， 要再去找资料


对于有些人的散漫 懒惰 和那爱理不理的态度
我真的无话可说
或许， 我也没有很完美
甚至没那资格去批评别人
可是 我真的是忍无可忍了！！
随便乱做也罢了，
令我讶异的是，整篇更本不像是一个大学生写出来的文章
到最后，我还是得把本来不属于我的那一份也一起做了~

这是我自找的，我知道，
是我自己说我来收尾， 我来整理， 我来做
统统我做

可是为什么，一个人可以“随便”到这种程度？？
我不明白
那责任感到底跑哪去了？
难道是我太过追求完美吗？
到底是你对，还是我对？

每次， 我都会后悔我答应做这‘工作’
人家早就会周公去了，你却赶到老半死，
心想，为什么你就不能让人家做呢？
曾对自己说， 从此不再做这种工作了，就随缘吧，做好自己的就好了
可是， 我还是放心不下我的分数

是， 我输不起
我就是输不起这一丁点的分数
对于你， 或许没差
对于我， 那一分重要的很

啊！！！
我要疯了！！
腰酸到要断了， 肩膀硬的像快砖块一样
我的身体，不是我的身体！！
我好想砍掉它！！！
科技在帮一个人的同时也再害一个人~

空头支票？

对于我妈告诉我，

毕业后，让我去做下颚矫正手术，

我还真考虑了一下

但是总感觉，那是张空头支票

是我太没安全感了吗？

说真的，我很怕失望

还记得上次给自己承诺

不要太过寄望与别人给予的希望

所以，这次不敢了

上次

咨询过了专科，说是项大手术

而自己也查了一下

发现手术后的近三个月

会是最痛苦的过度期

这里，我犹豫了

真的要为了美貌而不要命吗？

人人常说女人爱美不要命

可是， 我真的会吗？

说真的， 也不可以说是为了美貌

因为其实我的情况已经很严重了

咬字含糊不清，进食的不便等等

甚至我一度怀疑过，

我会不会是因为这个而自卑

甚至非常在意别人的眼光

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今天很放任自己的连续看了三个小时的综艺节目！！！

mid term 快到了， assignment due date 也逼近了

short sem 其实不好玩，

一切都在 赶赶赶

感觉，再睡一觉醒来就是final 了

好不适应

十一月  对于两年前的我来说

是我最喜欢的月份

就因为那时 什么大考 统统都结束

去学校 也只是带着 一瓶水和人

到了班上， 就叽叽喳喳的闹个不停

真的好想回去

可惜，岁月不饶人啊

Happy November~~