18 May 2011

18th May 2011(补写篇)

最近在追看一部韩剧《49天》
讲述了一名即将结婚的女子遭遇交通车祸导致灵魂脱壳而出,
必须要在49天时间里找到3个真心为自己流泪的人(除了家属)才能复活的故事
刚开始女主角非常有信心觉得几天内就可以找到
后来才发现其实她的朋友都不是真心的对待她即使是她的未婚夫
女主角的好心却成了多关闲事
她只是很单纯的想要帮身边的朋友
看得出来女主角的善良是发自内心的
但对她的朋友来说却是一种侮辱 
只能怪她太单纯
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真的是部很不错的电视剧
充分的表现出人性的另一面
演员也很专业,
有时也分不清楚
谁才是真的而谁是假的。
看了这部戏不禁感叹
人真的很恐怖
就像戏里时间使者说过
‘每一滴眼泪不都是100% 纯度的
人流下了泪不代表她是真心的’
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每次看完了一集
我都抽离不了
好像活在了里面
非常感伤
回到现实会不会也像剧里一样
曾经听了一个朋友说
他告诉我出来社会之后
朋友都不是深至内心的朋友
你根本不可能找到一个像中学小学的朋友一样的朋友
在你学业或其他事情出问题时会不假思索的帮你教你
或许会有这么一个朋友但是机率是小之又小
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剩下四天~颓废的日子就要结束了
希望去到新环境 能很快的适应吧~
房间的行李箱一天一天的增加
这也意味着肩上的负担越来越重~

06 May 2011

grumble

现在的心情只能用‘乱七八糟’来形容
i shld be happy for now
就是开心不起
 the plan had messed up!!!
我的生活不是应该由我来掌控吗?
y shld i follow ur 'RULE'
i am ME myself 
not U
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也许这样做是为我好
难道就不能让我再任性一次吗?
i knew
what are you worried about
but
can't you believe me 
even once?

 

THIS IS NOT A JOKE


cat says : hey,stop bluffing me!!!!
I HATE BEING FOOLED!!!!
this really not a joke
 dog says:grrrr,i will bite u later ><

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 okaylah stop talking nonsense
lets go into the main point
just ignore what i wrote just now
yea~in the pevious post
i mentioned today is my last day work~
(left two and the half hours)
haha
again
'eat snake' juz for blogging
although it is my last day
my working mode seem never on once
be sincere
i m not really like this kinda work
it's easy n profitable
but too bore for me!!!
everyday i do the same things
just key in~key in and key in
the invoice seem endless
no matter how fast i key in
it is still increasing
(hey~wake up dude~if the invoice din't increase how they run their business!!!)
whatever~
i am sure i doesn't suite this job
many of my friends envy me just sit in the office room
then can get RM1000 per month!!!
(see how rich am i now XD~ )
but i almost spent it all
><
 if u know me 
u will know how stuborn am i
my friend even ask me:
"can't u continue work for the sake of money?"
i can answer u straightly : NO!!!
okay~it's all over
don't talk about it~
 goodbye my fellows
will miss you all being so good to me
 bla bla bla #@%#$^%&%$&@
duno what am i talking about????
just ignore me la~
 
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P/S:Opps!!!!i will be scold by someone!!!!maybe will be punch too!!!haha~ someone is waiting me to write about her! but sad case i will going to dissapoint her again~okaylah,i will write it in the next post~ 
NOTED =)
phww~~times flew!!!
(still got 2 hours)



05 May 2011

freedom

yea~
counting down 
tomorrow is my last day 
a BRAND NEW life  
will begin after this!!!!!

FREEDOM
finally come to me

i had been 'locked' 
since 1st of Jan
the boring life will end!!!

its the time,
time to colour my life 
as colourful as the rainbow
In fact
the rainbow will juz appeared after the rain
i hope my rainbow will appear everyday in my life

the rainbow juz got it 7 colour
though
i want it my rainbow to hav 360 colours
"a colour a day keep the sadness away'
 XDhaha 
i changed the phrase  on myself
"an apple a day keep the doctor away"

Say gambateh to myself once again
be confidence!!!
believe that you can change
the hopeless into hopefull
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Yesterday I had a nice talk with sherlyn again
yea,again
but it maybe the last for now.
the deeper we chat
the more we feel
we r juz alike
not that kind in apperance
but in kind of emotional, thinking 
and something the way how we settle our problem~
 we always have the same opinion
somehow when she talk about her cases
i could look my shadow in it~
and vice versa to her too
^_^

Anyway
i will remember the precious time with u~
 hopefully we will still hav the time to 'yam cha' again
i think u shld hav but its hard for me to come back
althought not that far but still hav some distance
good luck to you and to mee too
><
okay its time
to continue my work!
haha~
dun be surprise,
it's true
i m using my working time to write this blog
吃蛇+ ing
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15 April 2011

速战速决

3月26日
去了UTAR 一趟,
因为对自己的成绩很失望
所以也没抱希望在南洋理工了
最后决定还是UTAR 
很可笑吧?
说实话我很不喜欢UTAR
总觉得会与很多熟人见面
很不喜欢那种感觉
我多想去到没人认识我的地方
从新开始
结果兜了一大圈还不是回到最初的那个地方!!

UTAR没什不好学费便宜,又不会离家很远
就是熟人太多


没办法了~
今早去了那一趟,问了一些问题
也不知自己是否真的喜欢
好像问了也等于没问
就拿起铅笔把编号涂黑
就交上了报名表格
很仓促的决定
就这样
我把期望都寄放在那了

交了表格
工作人员说要等一两个星期
才能收到录取信

虽然交上的表格
心情却没有想象中的快乐
而是一股酸酸的味道
好像很遗憾自己没去新加玻深造