恐惧

不知道自己到底在害怕什么，

就是心跳加速

面临即将到来的种种考验

已有心理准备

却一点行动都没有

我特别不喜欢黑夜

因为黑夜的降临意味着一天24小时即将结束

回头想想

在这24小时里，我做了什么？

想了想

自己好像根本就没再珍惜时间

设了目标又怎样？

没有行动只有心想

这根本就不能达到

虽然知道错

但就是知错不改！！！

还得寸进尺

我到底在追求什么？

疯

我不疯，只是有点癫

我说话不冷，只是有点废

我不大胆，只是有点胆小

我不怕你，只是迁就你

我不是不反抗，只是不想吵架

我不说话，不是我哑巴，而是我不知道要怎么说

different

everyone has it own characteristic

either loving ,kind ,violence or even hotspur

yet,it still got the small similarity between it .

but how to comunicate well with the people 

which has a large different characteristic

or even with the people you hate the most?

i m sure i m weak in this kind of things

even i knew it's important in mine uni life

but how?

i really duno how to handle it?

it seem so difficult for me to be close with my 'enemies'!!! 

i admired those who got '2 snake head'

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the 2nd bio and math test result came out

seriously,i m not statisfied with my result

although i passed it, it still many improvement space for me

 feel upset when i got my result

but i m trying to hide my emotion

i promised myself not to be too emo recently

its not good for me to show 'my stuipid black face' to my coursemate

i dun wanna scared them

i hope there's a brand new life here with my new friends here

i m trying my best to cover all my bad habit 

and trying to be more friendly to others

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  when are you going to contact me ?

i am waiting for you

you knew it

i don't like the feeling of waiting!!!!!

it is killing me

wishes you stay health and happy there.

差

灰~

很灰很灰很灰很灰

一大堆事情还没完成！！！

我该怎么办？

时间不会停止

它只会往前一直走下去

而我却始终没有跟到它的脚步

远远的被抛弃在最后

很想掴自己巴掌

为什么就是不能好好的善用

那么珍贵的时间

废！！

突然觉得有点累了

想睡却又没有那时间给自己好好睡一觉~

停下了自己的脚步，

不代表地球不在转动

人人都在往前走

自己却又不走

只想停留在这个时段

什么都不做什么都不用想

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phy supplementary test 考得还不错

  不过还是没达到自己的标准

还蛮失落的

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又要介绍一部电影了~

这部电影在说明一个女孩

为了救姐姐的生命才被

体外授精而出生的~

很感人的一个故事

"My Sister's keeper" 

Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.
Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.

Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.