16 March 2012

morning walk

its friday!!!
next monday will hav my biology test 2 then tuesday will hav prog concept test, and thursday physic test
sumore next monday i need to summit my physic report and tuesday chemistry report!!!!
huh,what a stressful life!!!!
i know this is just a piece of cake in degree life
but i still feel the heavy burden~

i dont hav any class for today
so i went for a morning walk this morning
walk+jog for about 1 hour from my hostel to the danish's garden~
just to relax my mind and refresh myself
i really need a fresh mind to fight for my next week 'war'
i miss swimming pool~!!!
i miss badminton~!!!
i miss tennis~!!!
but the most cheapest exercise over here is just jogging!!!
a court cost RM10 for 1 hour
how can i deal with this?
so better giv up to think of this stuff

bla bla bla
going to take a cool water bath
and ready to do my revision
gimmie luck~!!
1 more month to go for my final 
it's my final foundation examination
hope to pass all with satisfiy result
and just like my advisor said, its the last time i see him hope not to see him next time!!!
goodluck to me~

14 March 2012

penicilin!!!!




well, goona stress out
kisiao soon!!!!

this few week is all about RUSH RUSH RUSH
although it's a week without any test
but it kills me too
like i am in debt and been hounded by the creditors!!!
stupid report
okay, is not the report fault its just my laziness!!!
teehee~
i went back to my hometown last thursday
and due to we are moving to new house
almost everday i am busy with cleaning and decorating
that why i have no time to do my report and have to do it the day before pass up!!!
2 reports sum more!!!
(i know it's not a good excuse!!! whatever~at least i gone through it, i slept for 3 hours only!!!)

this is the word that best describe what i am now :
panda!!!!!
till yesterday, FINALLY i can lay in my bed without any stress and have a really really deep sleep!!!!
but stil not enuf for me ,feel sleepy in lecture


and then talk about my post title
wahahahaha,
i am just having some fun to avoid me getting kisiao
i need to find some way to let down  ' my stressfull'  hair
it's happened in math lecture, a question about allergic to penicilin
i took a joke on this word:
penicilin= penis pain killer(i know abit 'yellow' and weird)
==but i am just have fun!!!
haha~

as a UTAR student , i am sure we will be a very potential in facing and managing stress after graduating
at least you can graduate!!!
UTAR is a truely
'U'NIVERSITY 'T'AK 'A'DA 'R'EHAT or
'U'NLIMITIED 'T'EST 'A'SSIGNMENT 'R'EPORT
we need to deal with many many invisible stress
it really make me tired and hate to study
somehow i will ask myself study so hard for what?
did i make a right choice?
can i cope with all this things very well?
no one can answer me~
just remind myself with this sentences:
this is the choice you have made, no matter how hard it is , you still need to walk till the end!!!!!
i saw this pict recently.......this is so true
ya, this is the only way i can keep on fighthing!!!


fine, going to do my tutorial now and sleep soon
 it is better to sleep at 10pm-11pm!!!!!
dun overnight!!!!it is harmful to our body!!!
wish me not going kisiao so soon !!!!
nitez~~~

SEE THIS
!!!!!!!

06 March 2012

good morning!!!

good morning world but good night to me!!!!
holyshit, i do my report from 9pm till,now!!!
luckily not until 5 am!!!
i m going to bed now~just to drop down this special night!!!

lalala,
now my brain full of hometown, i miss seafood a lot especially crabs!!!

i miss you><

05 March 2012

几米的小小世界

我们一直觉得妥协一些、将就一些、容忍一些可以得到幸福。
但当你的底线放得越低,你得到的就是更低的那个结果!不是吗?



每个人总是仰望和羡慕着别人的幸福,
一回头,却发现自己正被仰望和羡慕着。
            其实,每个人都是幸福的。
      只是,你的幸福,常常在别人眼里。
寂寞是别人不想理你,
孤独是你不想理别人;
无聊是你在想着别人,
空虚是没人在想着你。
一首歌曲,想到你;
一些字眼,想到你;
一篇文字,想到你;
一部电影,想到你;
一张侧脸,想到你;
一个笑容,想到你;
一点温暖,想到你;
才发现,一个不小心,我也变得如此脆弱,
才发现,随便一个不小心就会踩到想你的地雷……
然后把自己也炸得粉碎

03 March 2012

insomia

finally, after these horrible terrible and vegetable 2 weeks,
and more math test on monday then
the stupid test is going to be 'pause' for a while
well, 'a while' mean 1 week, but not without other assignment is just without test!!!
mean i am still busy for the assignment!!

after these 2 weeks of burning midnight oil,
i got 'side effect' ------insomia almost everynight,
i went to bed on 12am but i still awake at 3am!!!!
someone please help me get through these~
i hate to stay awake late at night while everyone is sleeping deeply
and i think the 'panda eye' on my face is in the process!!!
it getting darker and darker,
oh no, i hate this!!!

listen to music, read story book...and even counting sheep
i tried everything(but not taking sleeping pill, i knew it's harm) to let me fall asleep but do no avail!!!
what should i do?

i should end this post and continue my math tutorial now,
bye.....get rid of insomia!!!!

Insomnia. Please, do not come near. Not even nearer; go farther.