空头支票？

对于我妈告诉我，

毕业后，让我去做下颚矫正手术，

我还真考虑了一下

但是总感觉，那是张空头支票

是我太没安全感了吗？

说真的，我很怕失望

还记得上次给自己承诺

不要太过寄望与别人给予的希望

所以，这次不敢了

上次

咨询过了专科，说是项大手术

而自己也查了一下

发现手术后的近三个月

会是最痛苦的过度期

这里，我犹豫了

真的要为了美貌而不要命吗？

人人常说女人爱美不要命

可是， 我真的会吗？

说真的， 也不可以说是为了美貌

因为其实我的情况已经很严重了

咬字含糊不清，进食的不便等等

甚至我一度怀疑过，

我会不会是因为这个而自卑

甚至非常在意别人的眼光

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今天很放任自己的连续看了三个小时的综艺节目！！！

mid term 快到了， assignment due date 也逼近了

short sem 其实不好玩，

一切都在 赶赶赶

感觉，再睡一觉醒来就是final 了

好不适应

十一月  对于两年前的我来说

是我最喜欢的月份

就因为那时 什么大考 统统都结束

去学校 也只是带着 一瓶水和人

到了班上， 就叽叽喳喳的闹个不停

真的好想回去

可惜，岁月不饶人啊

Happy November~~

hmm

面对恶言恶语， 也是一种修行

enduring verbal abuse is also a kind of spiritual practice

ouch!!

ouch!!
my tongue 'ter-burned' by HOT boiled water!! 80 degree Celcius!!!
at first i din notice it so i drank a BIG GULP of it~
and after that i spilled it out all over my table and floor~
what a bad day~
=(

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struggling with bundle of assignment

my eye gonna drop out!!

i hate doing assignment using laptop

i knew its more convenient. 

but i prefer reading through book

so i am wasting my printer ink and paper everytime i do assignment

i will print out all those article

whatever, all the best for me 

=)

A sudden

i am writing while waiting for my dad to fetch me home =）

as title,

all in sudden

1) in 1 weeks time, all assignment thingy fill up my time table 

    originally i planed to work for part time job & do revision on cell biology, but now seem it is impossible =(

2) decided to go back hometown suddenly 

     my dad going to Cameron Highland, so decided to tumpang his car and printer problem also

     yeah, i no need to drive!!! i was bored to be a driver now~

3)decided to plant cactus in my room

i wanted to buy 5, but there is no more beautiful cactus
decided to buy at cameron highland and find a nice 'home' for them

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recently, i am not who i am

hahahaha

cause i always do something which i never done it before

1) start to love pink color

2) self capturing

3) love lace pattern shirt

4) buy girl stuff (before i wasn't really prefer thiose hair pin, necklace, etc)

5) wanted to buy fresh color shirt (know what,almost 80% of my shirt was in grey, black and white colors) 

6) i am keeping long hair

@.@ those symptom are not really like me!!!

all i can say is people do change when the timing is right~

from a anti-pink to pink-lover!!!

现在时机到了

haha, cause my relative always ask why u always act so 'boy', especially not wearing dress, and act 'rudely'

i used to answer them : 还没有到时间啦

i am very active in sport( long long ago) 

so they not really very prefer a girl too active in those sports, they think i should be more 。。。。

blah blah blah 

but then see what changes me? (i have no idea also)

really insane~ can't believe it~

but, i love this changes

at least, i can answer them时机到了, hahaha

    

old memories

was scrolling around on the youtube
then think of TVXQ,
a South Korean pop group formed in 2003 (i was 11 at that time, they are my childhood memories)
but they ceased all the public activities and appearances at 2009 =(

this group wasn't like today's K-POP with the beauty face and popular K-POP music
i love their acapella
for sure, they are the first K-POP i ever crazy with,
i don't really like K-POP, cause of their music genre
i prefer sentimental song, so K-POP wasn't suit me
but after i heard their song, it touched me (their acapella really very nice!!!)
so i am just in love with them since their group is  formed til they separated =(
now 3 of them form another group called JYJ and another 2 stayed at TVXQ as TVXQ duo
but i just stop following them anymore since TVXQ ceased.

recently, one of the member, mickey,who starred in the 'rooftop prince'(click me!!)
draw back my attention on them.
he became handsome!! and he did dragged all my attention in the drama,
but too bad ,HE IS A SMOKER!!!
my previous admirer in TVXQ
was U-know yunho, his sunshine's smile and awesome dance attracted me
and Hero, he has a nice look, totally a GIRL face (so unfair!!!) and his voice is nice!!!
(blah,blah, what am i talking about)
 btw, i just wanna say that Mickey never draw my attention at first,
but recently, he did!!

back to topic, so i searched on their video...
and this video is the concert in Japan
this video make me miss them so much!!!
especially when Mickey cry~
i cry with them when i watched this video~
TVXQ when can u all reunion???

another drama <想你>starring by Micky YooChun and my beloved korean  girl star 尹恩惠
will be out at 26 Oct!!!