20/1/2013

可怕的不是什么，
 而是那无形的压力让你无形中感到那股巨大的压迫感
要发泄，却又不知道怎么宣泄~
要说却说不出口的压力
它， 无形中在某个角落，一直逼着，逼着
那压迫感，我抵挡不了，
我撑不下了~

更新。。。

简略的更新：
最近的自己变得很懒，懒到一种程度！！
好像1个月的假期，太长，太久了。。
人，真的很矛盾，
不曾拥有的，就拼命的想要它，
而，当你得到它了，却又嫌弃它。。。
这或许就是 “贪” 吧

习惯也是，一旦习惯了，就把它当成理所当然
其实，那只是你已经习惯了它，而它，并不属于你的！！

[离题了，回来吧]
话说回来，这个假期我过的还蛮充实的，
短短的1个月，我就踏足了槟城，云顶，吉隆坡，浮罗交怡岛,
其中槟城，我还去了2趟~XD
第1次是去了学记营‘探班’，然后多逗留了一天 （更多详情，请参考： semester break 1）
第2 次，算是延续第1次的聚会吧
至于，云顶和吉隆坡是跟家人一起去的，
主要目的是参加亲戚的婚礼~
还有一个‘浪卡威’，是一早就和朋友plan好的假期旅行
过后，如果时间允许，加上我够勤劳的话，会详细地写出来
（因为，我觉得这回忆是值得记录的）

今天，主要是要提到我的新学期
year 1 sem 3，早在1月14号开课了
今天是19号，再过2天，21号就是week 2 了
时间真的不等人，很快的week 14 就会在一瞬间过了
然后又是我的期终考...就这样我degree 的year 1 就过了
然后，再过2年，2015，我就毕业了！！！

我好像把它，时间，想得太可怕了
不过，只有这样，我才会怕，怕了才会要拼书！！

只是，在这个sem 3，除了拼书，我也定下了目标！
1)我要参加"饥饿30"
2) 我要加入art & craft society~
3)我要加入"RCM" 当helper
4)我要运动，最好能游泳！！
5)我要认识新朋友！！
6)我要学会 time management!! 
7)我要做我自己
*暂时就这7个，我会加油！！

好了，暂时就这样...
希望这学期，我会学到不一样的经验，接触到不同的人，事，物
放马过来吧，我准备好了，
我要挑战自己！！

每個人都有權利追求讓自己變得更美好 摘自蔡康永哲理語錄

nonsnese

how a middle men feels?
i knew it long long ago, but now i am facing again~
i hate this feeling~

why i am always the one who need to solve those problem？
i am getting tired of this!
can someone please lead me?
i just want the simple life style~

why no one can understand?
even the elderly~

seriously,
no more next time~有些事情，一生只有一次就足够了~
now i realize, how convenient is, a person travel on his own~
no argue, no quarrel, no "big head"~
just go with what you thought, what you want~


this trip makes me realize about what i want now
i will make the change for my future life~
i will live in my own way, don't too care about others~
it just bring more trouble~

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夹在中间一点都不好受！！

i will make the change!!

i will try my best to enjoy the trip, no matter what~

semester break (1)

finally here it's come : updated my blog
i was too lazy to blog when i'm in holiday~
this semester break was exactly what i wished!!
i went through an awesome holiday~

here the story goes.....
right after i back from Kampar after my final exam (14th Dec)
i went to XJ's camp for 2D1N
i had been forgotten in XJ...since i did not go back for such a long time
i was quite dumbfounded when some people still remember me (this is why it's our 2nd home)
i found the enthusiastic at there...being surround with the young ones....i feel myself young too..
seem like i admitted i am OLD...
but the fact is  YES...
i cant even dance for a long period...i got tired after few dances only....I AM OLD!!!
anyway...it a new start for me to make friends with the newbies...
i will work hard for it....

the 27th PINK's group

the seniors!!!

then i stayed back at my friend's house in Penang
we had our reunion gathering for 23th after XJ's camp
went for midnight movie-Life of Pi
and it's midnight...of course i SLEPT....for awhile only lah XD
still clear and fully understood the movie!!
then the next morning we had our brunch?!

roti boy as APPETIZER ?!
actually we are heading to lunch...but we are just too hungry 

we had our lunch at 东方风味火锅

大合照
after n times of trying to self capturing
we gave up at last and called for waiter to help us capture this

right after lunch!! we had our MCD's ice cream~this called DESSERT!!!

know what??? we are all ran out of money actually...the most rich guy among us also have only RM8!!!
but still we want for the ice cream...sigh...what a poor gang =(

due to lack of time =(
we went back after the lunch.....by ferry...
after we reached JAWI we are not heading home...
we had our dinner first...LOL

okay.....this is just the part of my holiday~

i had at least 2 weeks of rest at home...

craving for movies... days and nights....

and now here start my another HOLIDAY

tomorrow....opps shld be TODAY morning....early in the morning

4am i am going to Genting (again...i went there twice for this year) and had my COUNTDOWN at KL 

actually we are going for relative's dinner...that's why i had the chance to go for KL

(which i wish to go there for vocation since 2010)

HOWEVER, i did a very bad decision.....

FACIAL WASH!!!!

i went for facial wash....

and now i have those UGLY RED BEAN all around my face......

seriously......it is so UGLY!!!!

urgh!!! hate myself so much

ok....that all....

stay tune for the upcoming post and photos...

i hope i am able to capture those photos...and i am hardworking enough for update

hahahaha.....

night...

play hard!!!

语录(4)

語言是一把利刃，

心卻是一張白紙。

輕輕的劃一刀，

白紙便會破碎，

即便是不經意的
白紙卻已有刮痕。

一句話說錯了，你並不故意
但對方是真的很受傷；

一句話說重了，你並不介意
但對方是真的很難過。