felling bad

hmm,
again
i failed !!!!!

i hate myself so much
just like i hate cockroach!!!
seem like i am saying that i am cockroach @@
whatever
this feeling made me feel so suck
i hope i am lucky this time~~~
what i need is just 30 marks, please!!!!!

"courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose"

last paper on saturday

the BOSS paper

good luck to me!!

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prensent received!!!!

thanks ♥ ♥ ♥ 

哭笑不得

what a tired movie~~~
it make me feel like a 'siao lang'
laugh and cry at the same time
i really duno which tear is belong to which~
almost make me suffocate at that time

oh ya not yet introduce the movie yet
but i guess u guys knew it lah
the most popular movie now(i think)
yeah<we are not nayghty>
@@ siok sendiri pula~~

actually the front part not that interesting
and the story line not that nature and smooth
a bit weird and 逞强 lo~
but there are still the part that quite 催泪
my jacket is full of my tear's smell
i can say it's a motivative movie
i always support jack neo's movies
all of his movie are so ture
i mean at least not that fake~

inside there almost all of the audience are among the age of 15-25
i can say that no uncle aunty there
so there is a 'young smell'
u can feel the whole atmosphere was so nice
like a scene when the pregnant women is going to deliver a child
there was a super duper funny scene on the two handsome guy
and a 大特写on their face(this one laugh till we all clap hand, i even step my feet!!!)
then without hesitate the 'touching' scene appeared
when the two guy know how hard their mother fed them up
this is where the part make me feel like a siao lang
i really laugh and cry at the same time for the first time~

wuhooo
let see how the movie effect
my friend came out with a super red eye~
lol~she cry more then me~i am so surprised~~haha
she is the one who always teased me when i cried during movie time

okaylah~i know it's boring (for those who haven't watched it)
interested? go youtube find the trailer bah~~~
(but for somebady, i feel so good you cant watch it, haha
 i don think this movie going to you there XD impossible....u wait long long la~blek~)

let you guys see some photo first
the two handsome guy!!(actually Shawn Lee is more handsome leh)
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PHOTO TIME!!!!!!

they shot at Taylor's lakeside campus
how i wish i could be there during that time =(


and this(wuhoo really put off all his cloth,just using mosaic to cover the important part,how dare he is!!!)


so cute~


awh....why he so handsome?????during movie time i kept watching his face expression lol so funny and cute


but breaking news, they both had girlfriend!!!!!!!!
shawn's gf ise so pretty, nice looking~look so 清秀
hmm, at least his taste not bad,hahahaha.....what i am doing?花痴ing???
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lol......btw,shawn look alike with my friend
opps,should be my friend look alike with shawn but he is the upgraded version of my friend(opps,dun angry)


btw, i love stefan and damon too~~
they are so hot!!!!
wow~i am so flowering@@

the magazine photo,it is too sexy???!!!!

oh god i am crazy soon ,

shawn lee and vampire diaries are killing me~

calm down please,

it's time for me to prepare myself~

good night~sweet dream

and happy birthday to Yz lim

let me hold your present until this sem break ya~haha

i  really cant finish it~blush 

spoon + fork = spork???

these day,
my study table full of tons of paper,
is that mean that i am study hard?
mm,no!!!
i am self-convincing
yes this is what actually i do
i kept searching for movie to watch!!!
and the tons of paper on the table side is just a 'vase' stay there...
wth i am doing now~~
useless~~~
2moro still going to jusco for movie~ish......
seem like when the exam getting nearer and nearer the more mad am i !!!!
i know i am escaping from the stress again.....
whatever hope that i can totally relax 2moro
then its time to fight hard(what's the time now u just start to fight???!!!hmmmm)
play hard 2moro then study hard next  2 more weeks only !!!then the freedom is yours!!!
FREEDOM ,
 laksa, rojak, char kuey tiao, hokkien mee, ice kacang, "oh-jian"(i duno what the english name)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah~ =) >.< =,= {0.0}
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hey,
i found some new fresh noun(is it call noun or words?whatever lah)
do you all know how to call
1.spoon and fork??
2.friend and enemy
3.sex expert(hey dun think that i am yellow minded!!!!)

the answer is
1. spork
2. frienemy
3. sexperts

hahahahahaha, is that new for you??
i am thinking of when i go to the restaurant and i ask for spork
did they know what i am talking about? will they bring me a plate of pork? sound like pork is it?

then when i see a friend and i will call he/she 'hi frienemy.' did they know what that means?will they think of it is a  good describe or a bad describe??

then the 3rd one~do you ever try to pronounce the sex expert?is it difficult , there are so many 'ex' sound?
so the sexpert sound better hahahaha..this is what i thought when it crossed my mind(see i am so healthy thinking)
i hope my friend around me is not this kind of people, if not then i will call you sexpert~

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few days to go is your birthday,
but your present for 2010 is still hold on my side
i haven't completeit yet, haha~what a freind is this
can hold a present for 2 years~lol
btw i hope to pass it to you this year
let see if i can complete it by this 2 days
i am thinking of better framing~haha
so wait it patiencelly  baaaa~
this is totally a hand mande stamp album~
here is some picture, i will upload it (full version) when completed

this is the cover page of the stamp album

the inner page: it's all about music and friendship quote

to be continue.......

dangerous!!!

ish~~~~~~~~
damn musclle cramp!!!!
i cant sleep well~~~
the stupid muscle cramps only happen on my right leg but not even once for my left leg
this time is the most often, at least 3 times per night!!!!!
i tried everything,
i wore sock, i put my leg on the booster bbut still it happened!!!
is that something wrong??

i searched for it
but it say the cause is still unknown~~~
here is the article:
Nocturnal leg cramps can lead to a rude awakening: You're suddenly sleepless and in pain in the middle of the night. Symptoms of nocturnal leg cramps include excruciating contractions of the calf muscles, and sometimes of the foot muscles as well.

Nocturnal leg cramps are true cramps and not spasms. The muscle remains in a cramped and contracted position, which accounts for the intensity of the pain. If you touch the affected calf, you may be surprised to discover that your muscles feel very hard, almost like concrete, a measure of the power of the cramp.

Studies have shown increased electrical activity in the affected muscles, but doctors still don't know what causes nocturnal leg cramps. In some cases, it may be a fluid imbalance or a vitamin deficiency.

Treatment for leg cramps is straightforward and easy to follow. Avoid tight bed covers, which can lead to pointing of the toes and subsequent cramps. Stretch your calf muscles for about five minutes nightly before getting into bed. If you have a cramp, pull your toes back (don't point them), and, if necessary, put your foot on the floor and lean forward.

Some evidence suggests that a potassium deficiency may cause nocturnal leg cramps. Many sleepers have eliminated their cramps entirely just by making sure they eat plenty of potassium rich foods, including

• Bananas, apricots, nectarines, dates, grapes, or raisins

• Beans

• Cabbage/broccoli family of vegetables

• Oranges, grapefruit, and their juice

• Pork and lamb

• Potatoes and corn

• Saltwater fish (for example, tuna)

• Tomatoes and tomato juice

Of course, if you wake up with a leg cramp, a banana's not going to do you much good, so here are some tips to relieve cramps immediately:

• Apply a hot compress to the cramped muscles.

• Massage the cramped muscles.

• Stretch and flex. Lie on your back in bed, lift your legs, extend them toward the ceiling, and then point your toes to the ceiling and flex them slowly back toward your calf. Repeat this flex and stretch until the cramps stop. For an extra good stretch, grab your toes while still in this position and pull them down toward your knees. You'll feel this stretch working in the back of the calf muscles.

Other studies have linked cramps to dehydration. Staying adequately hydrated at all times is a good idea for many reasons, so add preventing nocturnal leg cramps to the list. Finally, pregnant women, dieters, people taking diuretics, (medications that increase the amount of urine you produce) and people who've experienced a bout with vomiting and diarrhea may also experience leg cramps because their calcium and phosphorus levels get out of whack. If you fall into any one of these categories and you have a bout of nocturnal leg cramps, consult with your doctor for the best course of treatment.

想太多----杂

就如标题

你将阅读一堆很杂很乱的日记~

这是我近几天写在的日记簿的日记

发现没有更新这里很对不起自己

哈哈~就把日记簿的抄上来吧(当然一些隐私还是会自动删除 XD）~

其实，我每天都有在写日记，

会把一些琐碎的事情都记下来

还是最原始的方法--写日记最好

觉得blogger 还不是最好的

有时internet line 很慢，心血来潮想要记录些事情也很辛苦

所以，最终还是用写的最好，

无聊时，翻阅回去那些日记簿，

会让你觉得很不可思议，原来我也有过那些日子

30/04/2012

最繁忙的日子，我熬过了（谢谢那些天的你）

所有的assignments, reports, tests统统结束了，

coursework mark已成定局，能改变的只有大考的分数

换句话说，大考之前还是不能让自己松懈下来，

无论如何，拼了！！

我不想功亏一篑，之前的努力不可以白费~

这学期的成绩没有很好，所以不管怎样反正就是加把劲，把该得的分数统统握紧！

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31/03/2012

好快啊，三月即将成为past tense 四月即将成为present tense

就这样一年快过了，

很快的即将踏入19岁，再过一年就是2 的头了！！！

啊！！！

我不想 我不想 不想长大

长大后 世界就没童话

我不想 我不想 不想长大

我宁愿永远又笨又傻《SHE不想长大》

随着年龄的增长，要背负的责任也会随之增加

很多时候，

一个决定，一个不负责任的话，一个没有经由大脑过滤的话

都会是一种罪，

只要还未满21岁，我们还可以为所欲为（不要太过分啦）

但是只要跨过这年龄，你都要对你所做的一切负责

这就是我说理解的大人世界

那复杂得要命的世界，我可以不要进去吗？

我可以继续做个小孩子吗？我可以不要负责任吗？我可以为所欲为吗？

啊~烦啊

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01/04/2012

还记得那天，我曾答应你会在4月1号给你一个答复吧

（但我竟然忘了那天是愚人节，我不是故意的~真的）

时间就这样飞逝，很快的最不想到的这一天，愚人节到了...

昨晚，想了很多，问了自己很多次，最后还是没有决定

选择逃避，让自己忙起来，打算把这事搁在一旁

原谅我那懦夫的行为，不负责任的想法~

结果，那熟悉的电话铃声响了

心抽了一下，放下手头上的东西，

拿起电话，走出房门

按了接听键，

结果就因为我的一声简单回应

你猜到了，

所以你没有继续问下去

把话题聊开了，

你说不想在愚人节这天得到答案（我知道，你是为了我才这么说的）

谢谢你的谅解

你说的没错，我顾虑太多了，我想多了

无论如何，我会尽快给你知道的

毕竟我也希望这一切能有完美的结局

which do u prefer?

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02/04/2012

今天在学校听到了钢琴版的《那些年》

原版

想你们了（什么时候我们还能在聚呢？）

小声的哼着：

又回到最初的原点

记忆中你青涩的脸

我们终于来到了这一天

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-（太多了，懒得打，想知道自己去找吧）

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那些年 错过的大雨

那些年 错过的爱情

好像拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年 错过的大雨

那些年 错过的爱情

好像告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记

那天晚上满天星星

平行时空自傲的约定

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

紧紧抱着你~

我的这首歌还没练成呢

才到第四页 =(

啊~不管了，这假期一定要练完它！！！

势必练完！！！

疯了，最近没有什压力，喜欢乱想

真是的，还记得那些压得喘不过气的日子，

过得还真慢啊，不过很充实，

这些天，好像都没怎么过的充实，好像在虚度光阴

啊,做人还真麻烦，忙也不是，不忙也不是

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（哈哈，这玩意在某人的部落格里看到的，很特别，借用一下啊~哈哈）

哇，不知不觉凌晨一点了

晚安咯~各位！！！！