杂说

holiday mood on !!

although final exam is around the corner, i am running out of time

but who cares?!!

will fully free myself from books for few days,

let's me feel the guilty for not touching books for days~

then i will just boost up to do my revision~

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today, lab test was the nightmare for me,

the ringing bell sound was freaking scary,

but it's all over, just bless me not to fail badly, i din put much expectation on it too

and then the biochem test, i was totally in holiday mood

dun have the motivation to push me to study

so i din study for almost half of the lecture note~LIKE A BOSS!!

and luckily i passed my test~

teeheee~

thanks, i promise i will work harder in my final!!

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开斋节， 回家去了

这趟的回家乡记

感触蛮深...

才发现自己好久好久没有坐在车后座

倚在车窗上

静静地关注窗外的 人，事，物

享受着迎面而来的风....

我喜欢，我向往这种感觉

可是 ，何时才会轮到我

是坐在车后座而不是驾驶座呢？

每次要与朋友出外，往往就会听到‘你可以驾车吗？’

而每次的得到回答都是‘不可以啊， 我父母担心’

所以，每次的聚会都不成功~

而久而久之，就没有人会要约朋友出外了~

自从拿到了驾驶执照，

除了与家人外出，好像就再也没有一次是可以坐在车后座

有了驾驶执照，虽然是方便了许多

但是是‘被人载’是件非常幸福的一件事

现在，好希望自己是没有驾驶执照的~

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每个晚上睡觉时，
不要抱着「烦恼」睡觉，
不开心的全把它忘掉！
早上起来，再次微笑！

压抑

当你发现一个人的丑陋的同时

你早已不自觉的给了那个人一个 ‘新身份’
无论他再有怎样好的行为举止~这个身份永远都拔不下来了
拿个很不实际的例子，
我，特别讨厌抽烟的人
当你发现你崇拜的偶像是个smoker ，那个之前在你心里多么完美的形象全毁了！

得寸进尺，我只能这样形容你

或许是我不敢踏出那一步
因为我害怕，
怕‘一失足成千古恨’，
所以，一直以来，我对你都是‘忍让’
每当你触碰到‘危险地带’时，我都会先把那‘警铃’ 关掉


每个人都有每个人的生活方式
不是每个人都是跟你一样的
就像你对吃特别特别讲究， 而我对穿着和日常用品比较讲究
而且 每个人的观点都不同，不是说你不喜欢
那么你身边的每个人都要去迁就你，你也该学会迁就别人吧



生活不會一成不變，總有起起落落。就算是Believe中間還是有個lie，就算是Friend最後還可能end，就算是Lover也許會over，就算是Forget也得先get才行，就算有Wife心裡也夾雜著if。

笨 ， 这个字， 

当你用开玩笑的语气来说时，

它可以是一个褒义词，对方会觉得是幸福的

但，

一旦语气稍微重些，

它， 可以变成一个贬义词！

当然还有也要看在什么场合，那个氛围~

一言既出，驷马难追
你说过的话，更本不可能用一句道歉就可换得原谅


恨，我恨你吗？
不， 我不恨，
只是不甘心，为什么我们会走到这地步?

我不知何时开始，对你的种种都有了偏见
是我的问题， 还是你呢？
现在的我，除了ignore 还是ignore
相信你也发现了吧，很多时候我都开始无视于你的任何comments~
至少这样能减少我们之间的磨擦



每一种创伤，都是一种成熟！！
如果我用你待我的方式待你，恐怕你会恨死我！
但我觉得我永远不可能对你做出这种事，不只是你，是任何人都一样
这就是我的性格，所以我妈常说我永远是那个吃亏的
不管在哪方面 都是一样的~

我不确定到底，你我之间是否还是那个当年只有单纯的友谊？

不管你如何盡心盡力，
都有可能不被欣賞，
總有人認為不夠，

既然如此，
別人的眼光有什麼資格令你放棄夢想？

i'm sick and tired of trying to hide the mess that i am

4th Aug 2012

went to jusco ipoh,
bought somethings to myself and ate sushi at sushi king
using PTPTN money!!!

what i bought today ><
opps~forgot about sushi king --RM17.40

wanted to try THE FACE SHOP's product long long ago
since my facial wash almost reached the bottom,
i was using THE BODY SHOP's product, so plan to try another types....
of course need to do some surveyed before buy,
some of the products are cheaper compared to THE BODY SHOP~not all~
decided to try Volcanic Clay Black Head Gel Oil first as the facial wash is quite expensive~
it is used to soften the balck head root so that he black head can be removed more easily~

the KOTEX LUXE is an extra thing which is not listed in my 'buy list'
i bought that after a long thought
first, i was attracted to the box,
(see~how powerful are the packaging of a product attract consumers~XD )
second, it is not expensive, RM 4.90 for 6 pcs~
third, this is not a waste if i buy it,since i will have the chance to use it(hahahaha.....)

okay, done for jusco shopping,
today i did a DIY ~
i made a 'home' for all my facial products~

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sorry for forgotten about it

we both knew it  

i still cant meet you

and you dont have time also

 further and furthers apart~=(

a whole new world~!!

just like title,

a whole new world,

got new license, new student id, when is the turn of IC?

i wanna change my ic, the pic is so so so ugly!!!

just got my new license yesterday night,

i drove without license the whole day with a bumping heart!!!

luckily, there is no police~

面具,是无可避免的保护工具但别让它成为自己被隔离的原因

lets have some photos, since my blog got so few photos~

teehee, not much of my 'head pohto"

camera phobia? 

i think the reason is i am not confident enough to look into myself~

so i dun really like to take photo alone~unless there is a group of people

actually i love photo,because the precious moments can be captured and kept as a memory

PHOTO is the BEST MEMORY ever 

i love to look back my secondary school activities photos

it reminds me of everythings~  

but now~seem like i dun own many photos about my uni life

is that my uni life too DULL?

maybe....i should join more activities~
lets make it in sem 2 bah~since it is a short sem~

my new license and new student card~~

mickey mouse touch n go card ><

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接下来的几个星期，

又要再次进入忙碌和充满压力的日子

希望自己能控制好自己的情绪~

好好分配时间~

其實，

有些藏在心底的話，

不是故意要去隱瞞，

只是，

有些傷害疼痛，

言語無法訴說。

back to normal!!

hmm, just an update to my blog and something about myself recently
this few days was the most bad day for me
i got myself with a super bad temper
and everything's went wrong
i hate this kind of days
its make me feel sick

should i balme on the hormones?
is all the hormones thingy make our, women
like a very irritating human
we cant control the hormone
is like wtf, i got angry a few seconds ago then now i regret
and even cant think of i got angry for what reason~
this is too UNFAIR~ =(
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okaylah just complaining,

finally, i have a good sleep last night
although i got 5 hours replacement class on 8.30am today
but i got enough sleep(remember the last post i stated,? =>sleep is very important)
so i am with good mood now(haiz, 女人）

got into some movie just now to fully relax myself,
then i should 'stand up' again to continue my 'run'
seriously, i am running out of time now
too many things are lining up now~


休息是为了走更长远的路
可是只有我在休息
而秒针却在拼命的跑
怎么办？