当。。。

小时候，
当，我觉得事情是这样的时候
往往就不是这样，
当，我觉得应该这样做的时候
却做了最不应该的，
当，我觉得我会朝那方向走时
往往却往反方向走，
当，我觉得我做对应该被称赞时
往往就会被骂的狗血淋头，

现在，长大了，
事与愿违，好像也离不开我....
每每，做一件事我都会特害怕，特谨慎！
结果，没差！还是没有我想象中的美好！

可能，这些事让我留下了不少阴影，
常常，我会超级后悔自己所做的决定，所做的一切，包括说的话，做过的事！
即使没有人责备或不赞同，
可是就那么一瞬间，我自己会变得好渺小！看不起自己！恨死自己！
甚至，我会怀疑自己是不是不属于这里！
这个世界好像容不下我！
到哪里，都是怪胎一个！

或许是我太在意了，
或许他人并不这么认为，
或许是我把自己放的太大了
或许我不应该有这种想法
或许乐观点，看透些，
或许就不会那么的辛苦！

When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. And when life is bitter, say thank you and grow.

【要学会高傲的活着】
如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写文字，这是个好习惯。
不要对人随便发脾气。
如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。
不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。
学会承受痛苦。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。

New start...

Will it be a new start? or just my thought that drove me away from the reality?

Do you know that you reached my borderline?
i do not even know when will i explode...
all i can do now is just keep steping back...
seriously, i hate this...
can you just be a little thoughtful? think of other people too...
here i found the differences...

all i want now is just peace...
PEACE.......
yea, i hate fighting ><
bcoz i am always the loser...

hope there is another brand new start...
remember what u had said. and do it!

Peace after storm

Finally, everything back to normal..
no more insomnia, no more tension and no more liars!!!

everything happen in a day....
we cried, we angry, we laughed and then it's time to say goodbye.

Everything happen for a reason,
i believe after this unforgettable experience,
i am stronger than before
i get to know the darkness side of the reality outside..

Although, its just 3 days,
i deeply realize the says, 度日如年
i am impressed by myself to live through this few days

Luckily, there was still humanity over there
i am blessed to have such nice colleague that understand me
and stand by my side
i am glad to have u guys

Now everything is back to normal...
Have a nice sleep and continue counting down for my freedom again!

Time to sleep
Will have a very good sleep for sure

i am not the BALL

being a FOOTBALL that been kicked here and there made me feel so sick.....

today my friends and me have been transferred from Dynapharm to Dynacosmo 

the reason is because too many people is going to resign....so need freshy to continue the job....

but what for they sent us to there for few weeks since we are going to finish our intern 3 weeks more.....

sumore they want us to hide our identity which as a trainee.....

it was totally so stress to work under the lies!

since i am a trainee sure there's a lot of procedure i duno....

then how can i act like i am very pro!

At first i thought i was helping them to do some documentation or maybe some lab testing only

but then....it turns out we are taking their job "FULL JOB"

which is so strange to us....

and we have meeting every morning!

my godness.....i feel so stressed!

ish....

so now i have to hope and pray for everyday go smooth

Yesterday 3 new trainees just came to Dynapharm

and we just started to happy that our job will be shared with the others 3 trainee...

manatau....the 2nd day, we have been transferred.......

just to release my angers here....

life still move on

think in another way that we can learn more and get to know the real working place

maybe this is a nice experience for me....

现实的残酷

按别人的指引，盲目的前进，可能就会一步踏空，摔得惨痛。

没有永恒的朋友，只有永恒的利益。

很多人只靠着一张脸活着，却不知早已如同行尸走肉一般苟且。

我抱起砖头就没法抱你，放下砖头就没法养你。

不逼自己一把，你的世界永远是黑白的。

你们当初剪下了我的翅膀，现在却要我飞翔。

有时候，你不知道自己的话有多伤人。

我把心交给了你，你却用冷漠的眼光杀死了我。

邪恶的内心，远比邪恶的外表可怕得多。

长大了，我们就不再是纯粹的人…

你真的真的能承受所有人异样的眼光吗？

你知道在你身边的人是天使还是恶魔吗？

年龄不是问题，关键是拥有一颗年轻的心。

老师说，所有人的起跑线都是一样的，我想也是…

有危险在靠近，跟你最亲近的全然不知，而被你抛弃的心知肚明，却无法告诉你。

男人的眼中只有女人的下半身。

男人被束缚了自由，女人即使对他再好，他也是厌烦的。

当你在算计别人的时候，别人也在算计你。

富人的钱，永远都是从劳动者那里获取...

靠男人的女人，总有一天会摔倒。

渴望自由的孩子仰望星空，眼睛却看不见真实。

其实天使就在身边，可你却听了恶魔的话。

人生就像舞台，不到谢幕，永远不知道自己有多精彩。

没有菱角的人走的会很快，但到下坡路的时候也会滚的很远。

有时候，眼见未必是现实。

永远不要放弃你的梦想！

摘下戒指那天你才会发现…merry me

可怕的不是真坏人，而是假好人。

每个成功男人的背后，必定有一个默默付出不要求回报的女人；每个任性的女人背后，必定有一个百般娇宠她的男人。