坚强不一定好

i am sure that i am low in communication competence!!

although this should be judged by another person but not myself,

but i would say that everyone who met me should knew.

sometimes,i really don't know what to say in a situation,even a very normal situation!

i have tried to overcome this habit many mnay years ago,

yet, i failed to do so

maybe i am not belong to this,

maybe i am not feeling comfortable to this

anyway,i am still finding who am i actually

i believe these day will come to the real!

it's 3rd week of semester 2

everything goes well and smooth

hope that it will stay long

at least i am not that emotional these day...

i am trying my best to control it

but somehow the ecs lecture class make me more emo

i duno why it's just like a class that recalling my personality

i will start to think more when i am in lecture class

maybe i am too sensitive about those words

but i start to love attending ecs class 

just a feeling that it's a place where i can upgrade myself

i learnt a lot there~

"maybe i am not the best but i hope i will be best~one day"

想快点一个人住的欲望越来越强
会希望有自己独处的空间
做自己想做的东西
生活的作息加上很爱户外活动的我
真的完完全全被绑住了

也许我是个想太多的人
我就是太在意别人对我的眼光
为什么自我感觉就是那么差！！
我会害怕如果有一天
我爆发时，会发生什么事情？
我不敢想~

突然听到张惠妹的‘剪爱’

不知道为什么突然有点想哭

坚强太久了吗啊 ？

想了想，为何就是要那么折腾自己？

硬要把那层冷冷的外壳套在自己身上

我不知道，也许这是一种自我保护吧~

‘把爱剪碎了随风飘向大海~

有许多事，让眼泪洗过更明白

天真的我，张开双手以为撑得住未来’