wish?

yup,
sem breaks gonna end soon
it is just a wink of an eye
there is another journey to begin

before the journey begin
there are still a lot of thing that i need to prepare
i need to find another new 'home'
i need to find out my own interest
n of course the most important thing
i need to adjust my attitude, my own viewing point
i should not be too pessimistic, i should be more optimistic
but anyway
i am stil who i am
 i am stil the one that eveyone knew

during this semester break
i done something that i always said but din't even do it once
i completed an oil painting which i wish to draw it long long ago
although it is just an DIY oil painting, but at least that a good start
it is just like the colouring we did it when we were in kindergarden
but it is the advanced of that,
there are many tiny tiny parts, n because of this small small part
it took 1 week of time to complete it
i feel so grate when i done this
i am so proud to say this because
i used to do it half way everytime.
at least i had completed this time
hope that there is more money for me to buy another bigger one
i want to draw more n hang on the wall
i love to see my bedroom is full of my drawing

dream room of mine

i hope i can own a drawing stand n a drawing space for me to draw


beside drawing actually i love music too
unfortunately there is a small fault when i was a child
at the age of 9 ,i was asked to take a short break by the piano teacher
 because of i do not practise much at home n i failed to play a song nicely
after a month the piano teacher ask me whether want to continue or not
n i strisghtly refuse to continue to attend piano class
because of this i do not have any chance to learn piano anymore
when i was at the age 12, i started to regret what i done that time
i started to search online for the piano sheet n learn myself
as i learnt some theory before so i knew a little bit of how to read the note
but it is a hard journey
normally a single song will took 2 months for me to learn it fully n play smoothly
such as canon in D major i learnt this song for about 2 months n 3 weeks almost 3 month
sometimes i really give up, but there is still a small dream in my heart
so till now i still keep practise
n i used this 2 weeks to learn a song
it is a popular song sang by 胡夏named 那些年
is quite long (6 pages)
n till now i am still at page 2
haha, because i almost forget everything ,
i need to remind some finger skill n some theory part
i hope that one day i really can play well
of course there are classes for piano lesson in kampar but too expensive for me
i don't want to burden my parent, the school fees is already a large amount for them

he is one of my idol

this is another dream room of mine

okie,
done with my dreaming piano,drawing is time to wake up~
back to realities,anyway i will upload the oil painting that i completed soon
good night everyone~
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 a day means a year for me now

everything will be fine

i will be strong 

smiles =)