failure!

it's week 9 now...
the following 5 weeks will be a very very very tough week for me~
tons of assignments, tests, presentation come all in once!
i felt so stress now~
how i know i am stress-ed? bcoz i am craving for "rubbish food" recently!
very very unhealthy and fat!
but what to do?
and also, my mind is thinking for going anywhere else everyday instead of planning my study time table!

AnP test 1 and Metabolic biochem quiz was over last weeks...
but i screwed up!
i almost blank out the answer sheet!
i din't do any revision
not even the day before tests..
i am still "lenggan-lenggan"
i know it wasn't correct~
but i have no idea why i became like this~
it was so sick!!!
i hate this too~

yesterday, went to Mid Valley with friends
spent almost RM200 for this 1 day KL outing~
it was so crazy! but there are so many "new stuff"...i never see those "special" things
especially the art and craft shop! i spent almost 2 hrs in there!
but all the things inside was so expensive! so i can just afford the small little cute thing(ccost RM 6++)!
and i bought it for no reason...just wanna own it!
hahahahah!

i swear i will go there when i have money! PS: start saving money now!!
that's my dream to own 1 shop like this!
i can get what i want whenever i want it!

Next, i spent RM100 of the BB1M at MPH
i bought 3 books and "some" stationary
the stationary rack was so EMPTY
i can't buy as  i planned...since my highlighter are all worn out so i have no choice, just simply picked and paid!

but i felt wasted for using RM100 for this few things!
why last time i can filled up the whole basket on RM200 BB1M but this time i can't!

whatever, i already paid....reality can't change!
so there's no point to complain here!

btw, i wasted my time, i knew i am running out of time but i kept ignoring it!
so now  i have to bear the consequences!
my mum kept mumbling me for wasting money to KL
the worst is i got scolded by my boyfie also!! nobody stand on my side now!!
i was so hurt =((

okay...time to stop!!
what i should do is start my revision so that i won't regret after i FAILED my test!!!
i shld try my best to catch up what i left behind as soon as possible~