midnight drive~~

its 10/5/2012  3.40 am now
half an hour ago
i was awaked by my parents from my sweet dream
nothing big deal but i need to fetch my parent to the travel agent there
they are going to shanghai for trip
left me behind and my sis for 1 weeks =(
i cant go out these few days~
be my sis 'ahmad'
sigh~what a holiday~

well, back to topic~
it was really horrible driving in the midnight
sumore the music from the radio sound more terrible(of course i switch off it after that)~
so totally silent there
there was not much cars on the road
i kept watching the rear view mirror
well, maybe i watch too much movie or think too much
scared of somebody sitting behind!!!
=)

honestly, i am not sure either scare or hate the 'dark'
i never switch off the light in my room
unless there is the some street light reflected into the room or got people accompany with me
else i will never switch off the light till morning
kind of phobia???
even in the midnight ,there is people sleeping beside me~
if i awake and i found there is no light then i will try to look around for the people until i found that she's there then i will continue to sleep

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result is going to release this friday
i am getting nervous~kept praying for the result~
please pray for me too~

okay, cooled down from the fear
should get into my bed and continue my dream
night~and mornig too